NOVEMBER 21, SUNDAY, 2011

hi people!! omg ive left this blog empty for more than a year arld!! currently typing in the dark since its 1am... actually im not updating my blog...jus ranting bout how the past year has been...well the past year has been hectic since its my sec 4 year...and now its over haha!! many things have gone wrong, many has gone ok...many has gone weird! but im actually glad i completed this year fulfilling-ly with all my friends and other people whom care about me and whom i care about. starting of the year was shit cos of my math teacher. haha she picked on me the very first day and continued since then. every single lesson she'll call on me to answer a question. like really every single lesson, my table partner can vouch for that. She made me cry once somemore. cos she's the type that doesnt SCOLD you. she HUMILIATES you and makes you feel like you're just a useless pile of shit. Our whole class used to hate her...but she really grows on us. She's funny without even attempting to do so... her famous quote is " eyes of fresh fish" haha!! her actions are simply hilarious and she's scarily organised. Her handwriting is so neat that we all say she can create her own font on microsoft. Throughout the year then we slowly realise, actually she really really wants us to do well and really cares about us. Towards the end of the year when all of us are preparing for our Os, she always encourages us and pushes us to peak at the right time. And she's actually is a really sweet person :) so that's for a start...after that was new year celebs which i arld forgot what it was about...then came express yourself day and arts fest!! express yourself day was cool! our class was rock theme, so i wore coloured contacts (which enlarged my eyes) and eyeliner. MY EYES LOOKED SCARILY HUGE HAHA!! then prelim 1 came and went...and june hols arrived, which was spent mostly on studying and doing nth. Ironic huh? i mean cos june hols are supposedly for you to catch up on your studies...but i think i spent a lot time just wandering around too...yeah. i did badly for prelim1... got 22 points. so i dropped to combine science. Then prelim 2 came and went. i got 17 points. improvement but still not enough...and finally Os. seriously time flies...really. IM SEC 4! like what the hell?? i still remember my primary school days ok! and now i've graduated from cedar... ALREADY. and like PSLE, i dont think i really really put in my best...cos i started really mugging about 1.5 weeks-2 weeks before Os started...that period i went back to school everyday to study...but that's compared to people who arld started mugging since prelims...so i dont know if i'll do well...just hope for the best. where was i? oh yeah, time flies. ITS ARLD ONE WEEK AFTER Os!!!soon i'll be back from HK, soon prom will be over! and soon i'll get my results!! omg im gonna die!! really, time is passing too fast for me to catch up with... within this year ive met new people, ive lost some. like the vietnam guy that said he liked me when i went to vietnam in sec 1...well we lost contact actually...then he found me agn this year. He was real happy and even thanked me for 'going back to him'. i mean...what?! lol...then we talked and he said he was still trying to come to SG...and he says really mushy things so i guess he still likes me...but i didnt like him back!! so i had to tell him...it was my first time rejecting someone...and i hope i never have to do it agn cos it feels really bad. Then he said thanks for telling him and he said he would try to treat me as his sister. So we stayed on trying to treat each other like siblings...until he told me he couldnt fix his feelings...after that he was alright agn...but now, suddenly he doesnt talk to me anymore. He's got a girlfriend now and i congratulated him when i saw his post on facebook. but he didnt reply...and my messages also werent reciprocrated either...so i guess he really let me go...let me out of his life arld... i dont know how i can get him back. i really dont. maybe thats why they say people come and go. i think ive gotta move on... but sometimes i feel quite cheated by him...he said he liked me and will try to come to SG. so i thought he really liked me and worked hard to come over for these 3 years when we werent in contact. turns out within this 3 years he actually had a relationship with someone...WHEN HE SAID HE LIKED ME!! then after i told him i didnt like him, he got into a relationship before i knew it!! makes me wonder if he really did like me that much...so now we arent speaking anymore...i mean HE ain't speaking to ME anymore. So i guess i just gotta move on. It's just really annoying how the people you like dont like u back huh? he likes me but i like another...and the one i like is kinda considered 'forbidden love'. LOL! many things happened between us...at first i though he liked me back too...come to think of it, i can say that he was flirting with me ok?! my goodness...then it all started to fade after that. I was trying very hard to ignite it agn but to no avail...then i did sth real stupid that really brought our relationship to a standstill of awkwardness. And it has continued until now...i really hope this can change, and i hope god can bless me in making this better.
SO, this is my one whole year summed up...i just wanna thank god for bringing all these wonderful people into my life and i will take a lifetime to cherish them. I also hope that my results wont be too bad and that life will be better in JC ;)

Tuesday,27April,2010

hello!! IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!! thanks everyone for wishing me and the presents and hugs i got!! love u all^^
it may be my worst bdae at home...but it's definitely the best birthday in school!! feel loved and touched cos when i opened my email today i got 39 birthday comments from people ins chool all on facebook!! thank you all so much!!!
HAPPY HAPPY SUNNY YELLOW DAY TODAY!!!

Saturday,24April,2010

had my bdae celebration today....it was jus sort of screwed up...
there used to be the whole family celebrating for me....now cos my 2 uncles are not on good terms so one of them doesnt come to our house anymore...the other one went overseas....one of my aunties couldnt come today.... so only 5 people celebrated for me..... and i only heard 2 singing the bdae song...
i had to put the candles myself....i took out one candle and went to get the lighter....then when i went back my aunty took the whole pack of candles away arld....then she say ok let's start when i haven finish putting the candles....so i said can i have the candles back? and my mum said no need la why u want candles for?? then awkward silence....then my aunty went to get the candles back and ask how many candles u want? i said nvm dun waste time...forget it....
i was like trying so hard not to cry while they were singing the bday song...there were only 2 people singing and my ' good ' brother was watching soccer while the song was going on....perfect...
after the cake cutting i rush to my bathroom and tried not to cry cos i had to go back out agn and i COULDNT let them see i was crying....when i went out agn my mum said hello? eur the birthday girl...YOU are supposed to be serving the cake to the others not me u know?
i mean, i am the birthday girl so all the more i SHOULDNT be serving rite? so in the end it's my fault?
and my brother was the BEST BEST BEST brother u can ever have. he said: waa chloe, eur birthday damn sad, no body celebrate for u.
fucking asshole!!!
but i mean...i should be happy rite? some people dun even celebrate their birthdays....and my aunty went to buy AND make a cake for me....so i have 2 cakes!! but maybe cos my previous birthdays were far better than this years...so it feels really terrible??
but at least i got my presents^^
feel better after ranting:)
bb

Monday,19April,2010

hi...havent been postin since last yr....i know....it's been long....i was really angry juz a min ago...so came here to vent it out... my mum told me to pack those stuff on my shelf....i pack until thr was juz some small things here and there....but when i came home today...i found that all the other stuff has been cleared also...so i went to check my drawer and my cabinet. and everything was stuffed inside!!! and i juz packed nicely ytd!!! then she went to stuff things into places that they arent supposed to be!! like art stuff and my disc player stuff into my earrings bag??!! and totally repacked my cabinet!!!! then later when i say i cant find something she will say i dont put my things properly!! i'm really really angry ok??and she was in the shower when i found out....then i was like shouting in frustration and complaining!! then when she came out of the shower she knew i was angry and she heard what i said about her being irritating and anyhow doing things without me knowing....she wasnt angry....but she sort of sighed like that kind of " my kindness is not appreciated" and "my daughter thinks i'm a pain" that kind of sigh....i'm really pissed but when i heard her sigh like that i suddenly feel guilty of being angry!! i really really really hate this kind of feeling cos if i juz one day repack everything in her cupboard and she finds that everything is so misplaced and not in their usual place how will she feel? if she wants EVERYTHING to be cleared she can tell me. I will put them somewhere where I know where it is....not her to put everything in the wrong place cos I am packing MY stuff into MY drawer and cabinet!! not her!!!
u know when u start growing up u wont want others to do things for u....especially to EUR private stuff in EUR OWN cabinet!! but also as u grow older u get more sensitive of people's feelings and when u go through some heartbreaking stuff u tend to get so sentimental and soften up more easily too....especially to eur own family...not to mention that was my MUM!! it really gets harder and harder as u get older cos it isnt juz eurself anymore...it gets more and more of others....FML!!

Monday,25January,2010

ok i noe i havent updated for a freaking long time...haha!!
but it's seriously a busy year and training has stretched longer cos nationals are coming...so yeah^^
but i came to post today cos there are a few bdaes i wanna wish!! jasveen!!! my table partner for 2 years!! happy birthday!!! it's today btw^^ for those of you who dun noe:)
and also!! to all DBSK fans!!! 2MORO IS JAEJOONG'S BDAE!!! ok i think it's actually not his real bdae but still!! pls DBSK fans gather eur wishes together and wish my beloved JJ a happy birthday!! love ya all^^
that's all^^ a little short but oh well^^

Wednesday,16December,2009

yo!!another week has passed!!omg time passes so quickly!! it's 12 degrees now!!great weather but not freaking cold yet...went to macau last weekend!! stayed over at venetian hotel...it's crazy...it has a shopping mall, a casino, a river with boat rides like venice and ( OMG! ) A MANCHESTER UNITED SHOP!! everything in the shop is manchester united merchandise!! muahaha!!
anw, i'm watching mentalist today....my HK fren i met during my sch's exchange programme is coming over on friday, then we're going to karaoke....saturday we're going to play bowling!!and monday, hi singapore!!
that's about all^^

Wednesday,9December,2009

hello!! so fast....arld wed...IT'S NOT COLD OVER HERE!!!dunno why the weather getting hotter since we come....it's around 20 over degrees here?? wth...
travelled to mainland....played with my uncle's dog....THE DOG IS FREAKING CRAZY AND CUTE!!! i juz stood outside the door and he came rushing out and jumping around like mad!! and he'll lick u and put his paws on eur legs and stand up....he's scared of the electric racquet used for killing flies....so when i hold it he wont dare come to me....haha!! after that i wasnt scared of him anymore....then sometimes when i sit on the sofa he'll jump onto the sofa and lie on my lap.... and when he's tired he will lie on the sofa with his eyes half close....maddest dog i've ever seen....haha!!
had quite an experience on the way back to HK from mainland....the car we took was halt and suspected that it was an illegal taxi....cant explain the details....but 4-5 policemen came into the car and started asking my uncle to admit that it was a illegal taxi....but my uncle really didnt know....and they started saying that we're not cooperating and all that crap nonsense....
that's about all for these few days....i juz laze around or go to the supermart or watsons to shop something like that....boring... :P
DDDDBBBBSSSSKKKK!!!!!!!!! :3

Friday,4December,2009

hello!! juz reached HK today!! it's around 20 degrees now!! quite cold!! love it!! going to mainland 2moro to my uncle's house for some enjoying time!! going to see my uncle's dog too...heard it's very cute so i'm looking forward to it!!!
playing mahjong at night later also!! miss my mahjong tiles!! HAHA!! :P
juz had sushi for dinner too!! love my aunties!! they know us so well!! ordered 110 pieces of sushi!!!haha!! me, my mum and my bro stuffed ourselves man!! haha!!
nth much to post....coming back from mainland on monday then going to play snooker!! muahaha!! post agn!! ^^
miss my DBSK!!! :P

Wednesday,2November,2009

hi!! I'M GOING BACK TO HK THIS FRIDAY!!! friggin happy!! i planned a list of wat i want to bring back!! lol!! this morning had training....gym for 3 hours....crazy....2 trainings only i got so many injuries....wth....monday and today i arld sprained my left shoulder, left toe, right elbow and right ankle. omg.....

nth much these days....mostly training....then staying up to watch hot shot and all that....i'm worrying that i wont get enough exercise back in HK....then i'll get fatter and fatter :'(

HK now around 16-20 degrees....i hope it would drop..... it's always not very cold when we reach there but the temperature always drops until around 10-13 degrees once we leave!! :'(

BAD WEATHER!!

anw....nth much le...maybe will post agn when i reach HK ^^ BB~

dont think i'll be able to upload photos of them in HK so i better upload now!!! :P

and.......JAEJOONG'S BABY PHOTO!!! HE IS FREAKING CUTE!!!

Wednesday,25November,2009

yo everybody!! veh long neh post le!! these few days quite busy with training and stuff....adding on over here, THE NEW CAMPUS ROCKS MY SOCKS!!!! it's like uber huge!! oh my god and super posh lor!! i'll be having training thr next week!! muahaha!!

ok moving on....training is uber tiring!! got lots of muscle aches....*ouch ouch*

went for karaoke too....super fun!! and i realise i sing veh well *ahem ahem* hehe :P i'm serious!!haha!! i'm going for another session of karaoke this sunday agn!! yay!!

throwers sec 4 chalet is this week too!! looking forward!!^^

that's all i think :9 bb~

love this photo!! :P

Friday,20November,2009

watched jack neo's ' scared till laugh' .....a bit scary....some hokkien dun understand....nth to do leh....hols hw is killing me....and i still dunno where to get the book list!! today is last day of camp...BRAVO I'M PROUD OF U ALTHOUGH WE DIDNT WIN ANYTHING!!
heard it was quite fun....ok i really have nth to do....shall stop here....maybe i should aim to finish my hols hw by today?? lol~ bb~~

Thursday,19November.2009

hi!! i'm here agn!

i juz realised that.....THE HOLIDAYS ARE ENDING!!!!!!!!!!!!! i havent even bought my books!!

and i havent finish my hols homework yet!!! AAAAA!!!!!

so i went to do my english juz now...think i'm going to continue later...but i'm worried about my books cos i lost the book list....dunno where to get leh....and i dunno which days the bookshop open oso.... :( better call and ask...lol

nth much as usual....the sick medicine is getting into me....i feel like puking everytime i open the bag of medicine....dunno why the bag has a weird smell that makes me want to puke everytime i ( unwillingly ) open it....lol

still thinking if i should go for training 2moro....i dunno if i'm well enough or not....ok that's enough for today^^bb~

Wednesday,18November,2009

hello....still not feeling well....medicine sux....eat arld my stomach weird weird one....wth....but at least better than ytd....thanks chungkei and alex^^

today is first day of camp...lol....i cant imagine wat they will do today.....AAAAA!!! i want to go!!!!!

tomoro is campfire night somemore....wonder how things would go with 3 members short....JY BRAVO!!!

nth to do today.....watch tv.....watch hot shot on com....nth else....rain and rain and rain.....didnt go for training today oso....haiz....should i go for training on friday? i dunno....cos coach say before even if u injure eur leg u still can come and train eur upper body....but i scared if i go then my teammates oso kena how? mine is flu bug leh....

wpiang eh....really veh long neh get sick arld....hate the feeling.....and the medicine....lol

ok la nth to post....hope i get better^^

Tuesday,17November,2009

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!! I CANT GO FOR THE CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!! STUPID FLU AND COUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
go and die man all of u.....prepare so long leh....wth....stupid doctor dun wan give me clearance letter :'(
ok la not say stupid la...i noe he for my own good.....but i really want to go for the camp!!!wasted....all the btc oso so wasted....haiz.....
this morning flu and cough got worse....went to see doctor....gave me mc for duration of camp in case i still not well the next day.....then after that received a call say need clearance letter if i want to go for the camp so i went to the doctor agn....he say i have to bring back the mc, which i didnt and he will give me only one day of mc which is only for 2moro....then i went home and went back agn then he say based on my condition he dun advise me to go for the camp and refuse to write the letter for me...now Bravo from 12 people become 9 people...3 ppl cant come....:'(
so i went to the doctor 3 times and got nth done....great....feeling drowsy while typing this post....muz be the medicine....going to sleep....

Monday,16November,2009

hi! had training this morning...still wasnt feeling well even after taking medicine....had to bring my tissues along to throw...lol...came home watched tv and use com....nth much....omg cant believe time passes so fast!! i'm going for COALs camp on wed arld!! havent even pack!! lol!

and it's alrd been 3 weeks since hols started!! AAAAA!!! i haven even start on my homework yet!! btw i got into my first choice stream!! yay!! but one prob is...i lost my book list and the book shop doesnt seem to be open...shxt....and i sort of didnt get my maths homework....lol cos i cant find it!!!!!!!!!

omg i think hols gonna end arld leh...haha!!! so fast....2 yrs in cedar le...and we're moving back to cedar avenue....it's gonna be a whole new life there!

i love 1I/2I forever!!

and hereby congratulating MCC here for the birth of his daughter^^

bye~~

survivor DBSK^^

Sunday,15November,2009

hi!! boring day today....went to FB see see....went to ccy blog listen JJ's ' footsteps'...beautiful voice....he's still the best :p nth to do leh....ytd celebrated my uncle and cousin's bdae then went to watch 2012...it was totally wtf!!

it was one of the best movies i've watched but i dun like it....get it? it was very good but not my cup of tea....yeah...

i was crying throughout the whole effing show...like wth....cos it was rather frightening for me and it was very sad when some people wasnt saved....like that satnam guy...the indian one i think....the one that died cos of the tsunami.....the scene when the tsunami was coming and he called the adrian guy....then he said : " i never got picked up. it never came" something like that...i was like : "BOOHOO!!" lol!! veh sad!! and the fat guy can go and eat shxt!! dun wan to save his own country's people....asshole....

anw....it was around 11.30 when we finished the show then we went to eat chicken wings cos my uncle recommended....reached home around 1.15 am.

woke up this morning and had sore throat and running nose...i'm blowing my nose while writing this post...EH GOT RHYME LEH!! lol...i must be really bored...sry...

i think i wanna play badminton later....gtg^^

Thursday,12November,2009

hello!! DRAGON BOATING YESTERDAY WAS FRIGGIN FUN!!

i was freaking out before but after that i totally enjoyed myself!! there was some difficulty....kept slipping....wont explain the details :P but it was freaking fun!! and i got sunburn despite putting LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS of sunblock. i seriously put a lot...i've never put that much sun block in the whole 14 years of my life. btw everyone has to put cos the instructors say u HAVE to put!! i'm not bimbotic ok??

anw, i got sunburn....yeah....i think the water washed them away cos WE GOT TOTALLY WET!!! omg...they told us we would get wet...i tot only our butts cos we're gonna sit in the boat...in the end after the whole thing i look like i dropped into the sea and floated on for a week!!! omg...lol

had to mask my face to hydrate my face :'( so lucky my cousin bought masks in taiwan and gave me some!! my saviour!! :P

but my face is still brown!! it became blacker :( lol ( im not bimbotic!! )

training 2moro....and my streaming results will be out 2moro oso....nervous!!! JY! JY! JY!! can make it one!! DBSK'll wish me luck!! haha!!

btw heard farenheit disbanding next yr cos wu zun want to go solo. :'( my aaron!! love u!!

Wednesday,11November,2009

yo peeps!!! veh long neh post le....so fast wednesday le....veh scared hols pass so fast.... :(
dragon boaating today was SUPER UBER FUN!!! BUT I'M FRIGGIN UBER SHAGGED!!
lol...it was damn fun....but bathing was chaotic.....craziest man.... me and my groupmate shower together...lol...the shower cubicle is smaller than my bed la!!wth....and i think my groupmate saw my body!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MY MODESTY!!!!!!!!!!!! :'(
lol.
all girls neh mind la hor?? hehe....damn shag....came home shower then eat....veh full :P
nth to do leh....lol...tomoro is campfire audition....ytd we performed for our instructors first....it was disastrous!!veh messy....hope it would be alrite 2moro^^ BRAVO JIAYOU!!
i think i'm gonna sleep now...lol...ytd slept at 12....couldnt sleep....my mum used my bolster to prop up her head...more comfortable ma.... then she see i cannot sleep so she gimme back my bolster.....i ask why....then she say: u cannot sleep without eur bolster wat??
then i say who tell u one??lol!!
in the end i got back my bolster i slept all the way until 6.30 this morning....lol!!
MY BOLSTER!!! haha!!
bb!!

Sunday,8November,2009

hi!! i'm back agn!! had nth to do so went to search for DBSK photos!! and i'm gonna post a whole list of them!! take it as a makeup for the past few days which i nvr post!! :P OMG ALL OF THEM SO SHUAI!!!!!

Sunday,8November,2009

hello!!

veh long neh come post le....paiseh....ytd went to sam's farewell party....veh fun....played wii at her house oso....SO FUN!! my first time playing!! i played tennis and golf!! damn fun!!

had bbq then went to play at the pool....played truth or dare at her house oso....damn fun!! did some disgusting stuff....laugh and laugh until voice break....abs pain.... :'(

last few days normal normal....training and busy with COALS stuff....next week is dragon boating....then 2 weeks later is camp....hope it would be over soon then can go back HK!!

nth much.....i want to go out today leh....but oso dunno where to go... :(

everyday at home oso nth to do....cannot watch videos online cos mum in the room oso....hols homework oso cannot do cos need textbook which i havent buy....haiz....sian...

DBSK collage!!